Bila kita makin tua.. kita akan belajar byk benda.. terpulang kepada diri sendiri nak sedar atau tidak.. N today, again.. aku sbg manusia biasa mmg down.. xsangka sampai tahap aku pitam lagi sbb masalah bodoh. n im not really sharing this time.. Im not suppose to trust anyone... n tak sepatutnya aku buat baik.. bila buat baik, org akan pijak... n tak guna berterus terang, elok jadi pretender... Sbb tak suma org boleh terima kalo kita tegur.. walaupun niat dlm hati just to fix things back atas sbb syg bukan menyalahkan sesiapa. But let say we already trying to fix things... N someone cannot see it as a good things.. just leave it to them to think back. When the time comes, they will realize.. N hope when the time comes, it's not too late to fix things...
mmg kdg2 it's unfair.... lagi buat baik, lagi susah hidup.. lagi caring, lagi org taknak hargai.. sometimes even aku sendiri harap boleh jadi pentingkan diri sendiri, jadi keras, ati batu n no mercy at all.. biar org rasa disakiti tu macam mana.. tapi kadang2 terfikir jugak.. idup ni umpama roda.. what u give, u'll get back. So, biarkan je la org nak buat apa.. apa maksud sayang or I love you? suma org boleh ucap words tuh.. But do everybody really realize what does it means? when you love someone... U wont dare to hurt someone that you love.. n apatah lagi nak bagi org yg kita syg menangis.. unless u just said it sbb nak jaga hati or terpaksa.. if sbb itu, kasih sayang tuh xkan kekal lama.. N i just realize it.. n seriously, it hurting me deeply..
Demi kebaikan sesama... i'm not trying to fix things again.. i'm tired. enough is enough... if you love someone.. u fix it.. So? my part is over.. So, apa kata survey? -love your life.
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